All I ever wanted was you. I didn’t notice that from the beginning but now I can clearly see.You are the only thing that I need right now and forever. You are driving me crazy every time I see you, can’t you see?! I made too many mistakes, but can I get everything back together? It was perfect and I ruined it. I’m keeping this in my head and I can’t tell you how I feel, you won’t listen and you wouldn’t even try to understand.And yes of course, I am the one to blame. Blame me for everything, beat me if you want but I WANT YOU SO BADLY. Are things ever going to change?

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I was wrong.So wrong, from the very beginning.Why am I still so  obsessed with you? Do you know what you really did to me? ARE YOU INSANE? I can’t explain how I feel, I am trying to move on and it’s not working. I’m a mess and you don’t even care. You don’t even know that I was falling for you everyday a little more. Of course you don’t know anything, you never asked me how I feel. You never told me how you feel about US. Sorry, can I say “us”? Cause it seems like we were nothing. It was all in my head.And you disappeared.
I will not be another flower picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find, and impossible to forget.

(via cocoablush)